Caution: Personal Rant Ahead

*Close this post now if you don’t want to read me blast

the world and its liars for words and lack of action.**


Image result for heartbrokenSadly, what has me aggravated and beyond pissed is personal, but could easily fall on the world for many issues. You can talk a good game and tell everyone what you will do, plan to do, or strive to do- but it means nothing.

We all know that I love words. My entire world revolves around the power of words, but if no ACTION occurs then your words are worthless. I mentioned a few posts back that we had a rough patch in the family and now I am seeing how words can mean less than nothing when falling from lying lips. You can stand at your pulpit and declare your intentions but when you then turn around and do everything but what you said- you are worthless.

It hurts me deeply to see the pain in another’s eyes. It kills me to know the person who inflicted that pain shared a space at my table and found comfort in my home. How could you? How could you make such powerful promises and just as quickly toss them aside?
And then…I made the mistake of turning on the news. I hate the news because they are just as big a liar as the politicians they report about. No, I am not screaming FAKE news. I simply believe most stations are owned by corporations with political ties. You can easily flip from station to station and know within minutes what side they stand on.

How can we believe anything? Everyone lies. Even me. I can tell you that the weight on Image result for lying lipsmy driver’s license is NOT my actual weight. But I don’t lie about things that will hurt others. I would never intentionally harm another with words or actions. Yet, now I want nothing more than to lash out. I want to spit vile words and throw ugliness back at the person who disrupted my family and our peace. I want to see them suffer as much as they have caused another too. I want them to fall. In front of a huge audience. I want them to be called out loudly for their lies and deceit. I want pain to ravage them to their very bones.

Yet, I promised to step back. I promised to keep my words and ACTIONS in check for the wellbeing of others involved. I made a promise and can and will keep it- unlike the individual who broke the peace we so loved.

So, to this horrid individual: I hope you suffer. Alone. I hope you some day feel the pain you so quickly and easily inflicted on so many. I hope you find your absolute truest love and they stomp you to dust.

Image result for bus gifAnd for the comic in me- I hope you have a horrid case of explosive diarrhea and an unstoppable sneezing fit while riding public transit.



To you, my reader, I am sorry if this offended you. I did warn you in the beginning it wouldn’t be a fun ride. I needed a place to release my hurt and anger and sadly it fell here. I do hope you are well, and your world is comfortably at peace. Cherish it, because you never know when a boulder will come hurtling through your front window and crush it.

I will get back to our regularly scheduled program as soon as possible.

Until then…signature paper

Author: Ticia Rani

I am...interesting. I am a writer, dreamer, mom, wife, veteran, friend, villain, and the wearer of many hats, but I don't look good in hats- go figure. I LOVE TO WRITE. I want to tell stories. I want to make you laugh, cry, and scare the crap out of you, and make you ask "why the hell did you do that?" I want to make you cheer my characters on or want to shake the crap out of them for things they say and/or do. I want to bring you along for the ride. Ready? Set?...READ!!!

One thought on “Caution: Personal Rant Ahead”

  1. Honey, we ALL need time and space to rant occasionally to keep ourselves sane. I’m sorry you had to rant about this and I’m wishing the same for this vile individual. Know I love you, dear friend. And now, deep breaths… and a cookie or two… 💗

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